yayyy! I'm finally 18! hahahhaa. but this birthday like quite dull compared to the rest that i had. idk, nothing funs happened so far except that my juniors got me an entire box of awesome donuts, hehehehe. (Y)
oh well. time to sleep, i got flu and cough, what better way to spend your one and only 18th birthday. (:
12:00 AM
i think my life is easier and better if i believe in my "feeling feeling". so next time just let me have my way, just a bit arh.
if not i'll crack.
10:01 PM
it's funny isnt it.
i dared to get the attention of total strangers(the touch rug girls). haha they waved back sia. feels like such an accomplishment.
BUTTT.
somehow i just couldnt get the courage to say a simple HI to you. i have no idea why. its just eye contact then boom, i look away already.
everytime that happens, i tell myself, " i must be the biggest wuss on earth."
walaowei, damn cui la.
rahhhhhhh. ): ): ): ): ):
7:18 PM
HELLO! I'M BLOGGING FROM HCC, IN THE LOFT HEHEHEHE.
wow this camp. besides the food and hurting my toe during the first day of camp like not bad eh. i got to row dragonboat again. i have been yearning to row it since sec 4. woohaaaa. i was planning on making the badboy surge through the calm kallang waters but well, not everyone wanted to sprint 100% in the db together with me. ): sad sia.
i really miss the feeling of my dragonboat flying and feeling the energizing boost everytime we plunge our blades into the water. we don't look left or right, we just follow the count and put in our 100% into each stroke. when we cross the finishing line, we just look at where we are and tell ourselves, "well done guys; for sji."
I really miss those days.
Hail hail Alma Mater
Hail to SJI
We'll hold your banner high with pride,
A shield of green and white.
We'll fight to keep your glory bright and never shall we fail
Hail to thee our Alma Mater
Hail, hail, hail.
2:47 PM
my left elbow is badly badly badly injured.
why? because during training today. we played with some super old alumni team. okay, big benson was the only regular guy there and he knew what he was doing.
Right.
i mean even if you've not touched polo for years or stuff, i believe you'd still have the dexterity to prevent yourself from injuring others.
Aggression is all good but not when you're using it blindly and end up hurting a player who's about 10 years your junior; give or take 2-3 years.
so what now? it's the last week of the holidays and i really wanted to spend it pushing beyond my limits during trainings. okay, maybe i'm getting a little paranoid.
my elbow isnt that badly fucked. but it hurts whenever i rest it on the table or whenever i do a bow sweep. so i hope it heals by tmr morning.
6 weeks have passed so quickly. i know i've been doing something which i enjoy and i'm getting better at it.
Why don't you look back and think to yourself, "What the fuck have i done with my life?"
7:21 PM
YO!
alrighty the past 2 pool slots, we can see that our gameplay has improved alot! more driving in, less bad passes and also better coverage for mistakes of teammates.
i'm damn happy also because my helmet is fixed! finally!
haha as you can see, i used raffia string to replace the rusty screws on my helmet. hehehehe, ingenious right!
luckily amanda had raffia string to spare, if not i'd be playing with one helluva dangerous helmet, always flying off my face and not protecting me well. so thank you! (:
on another note, today shiok sia. block 2 balls as a keeper and one of them i reset and we set up a successful fastbreak! YAY!
then as a zoner i blocked 2 balls also. damn shiok sia the feeling (:
and to my BRO Yaoguang! finally you're back to slots and you should take a good rest from all that busy stuff you had at the temple. welcome back man, we missed you.
and to all my teammates who've fallen sick or are injured, recover fast k! let's make use of what's left of the holiday and train hard together. :D :D :D :D :D
4:11 PM
what is wrong with me? i remember by now last year, my team and i could play game and actually won a game against the senior girls team.
looking at the juniors now, i dont know if i'm a lousy senior or the juniors are just not as enthu as us.
but whats the point of coming down for slots once in awhile? and when you're at slot, you don't even try to push 100%. some of you during sprinting drills can still laugh and talk to each other. and it has happened many times, yet you still do the same thing.
i really dont know what to do anymore.
5:56 PM